darling, i always have something to say. my mind is a construction site alive and busy people everywhere, moving every which way but it is so far away that to me they are but ants small and busy, so many of them who knows what they are doing what they are thinking.
i try to build words, but i am too weak to lift them, they are heavy as bricks to my crew of small ants. sentences thicken into mortar that your strength can master, but when my ants band together, bricks on their backs, to spread it, the weight crushes them to the ground.