There is tar in my lungs, and ***** in my blood, and if I had some money, I'd probably be pretty high too. And I stopped eating, because I liked the way the hunger felt and I stopped sleeping, because I only have nightmares anyways. It hurts a lot to think about you, so I replay every single song that reminds me of you. And if I had any guts, mine would be splattered across the floor. And if I had any brains, mine would be be smeared on a wall. But I'm a dumb coward, so I'll just write a ****** poem about it instead