You still dwell inside me
Seeping into my veins
Constricting my lungs

I still feel you
This dark pulsating tune in the pit if my stomach,
And I don't want to let it go
Its time
To
LET GO

I've come accustom to this feeling,
This slimy slithering snake combing my body
But it makes me sick
But so familiar
I can't
           LET GO

It all you're negativity
You're endless wrath on
Society
Its the impact of the first blow
when you socked me in the mouth
It was the time you held a knife to my throat
When you shoved me against the wall
Forever imbedded in my skin
Branded on my heart

But I feel comfort in this
Disgusting as it is
it was my home for 5 years
It didn't matter if you were beating me
Or comforting me thereafter
Its all relative
This feeling in my gut is all the same
So predictable I want it to consume me
But its time to let go