He's on my mind but so are you,
when i think of HIM, i think of YOU
when i see HIM i see YOU!!
its like i'm looking in the same mirror,
and your always right beside me.
you see,
i see how you be trying to be,
trying to disguise yourself as the person
you got me thinking i wanna see...
THE PERSON I WANNA BE........... with...
and now i got him so confused,
searching both ways,
left and right,
crying inside,
not knowing what to do,
hes so confused...
WHO AM I to think of anyone else but you....
to distort and twist my thoughts into something so SICKENING!??
see i know its killing YOU
because its killing ME!
Knowing it doesn't really matter cause either way
no ones really listening...
...but see then i FEEL you....
everything I've ever wanted,
so close i could almost reach you...
to ever leave you,
would only end up in destruction.
all these high hopes i cant see cause there covered up and drugged up in all this filthy lusting...
i wish you'd change...
maybe some day,
but for NOW your to scared....
to scared to trust anyone but yourself...
to think you'd be named filthy and stained
because you've become the one they blame..
...so you pull back....
trying to DISGUISE those feelings you try so hard to hide,
when REALLY your the only one hiding here!!!
NOT your WORDS not NOT your GUILT or your SHAME.
but your HAPPINESS , your JOY and the LOVE you thought would have came....
but it didn't......
now most of you's left in your past,
chained up and ******* dragging behind your LIES.
the ones your pretended you couldn't SEE,
and the ones you tried so hard to ignore and push behind you,
hoping you could find away to just WALK AWAY
from your MISTAKES you call ME...
but we both KNOW,
there's one thing stopping you.....
cause you know,
when your all alone in your bedroom....
there's nothing you can leave behind,
or push out of your mind..
because its just you..
your forced to face the truth that your not over me...
..and I'M not OVER  you....
so stop pulling back ...
become the man God per-destend you to BE....
so i can stop thinking about you,
and you can stop thinking about ME....
cause in the END it doesn't really matter..
..cause no ones really listening