When I was little I wanted to be a teacher and change lives, but now I just want to find a way to speak in phrases that make sense. I'm not sure what I'm doing, and I wish I could put my ear to the earth and have her whisper me directions to my future. There has to be an easier way. Because I have been losing myself in the remnants of things I never really had. How do I go back how do I move forward how do I forget? It's too hard.
This has been in my drafts for over a year. Past me knew future me pretty well.