I want more than I am,
To forget what I can.
I keep running from my past,
But it's catching up and fast.
I hurt the ones I love the most,
It's not something that I'm proud of,
I'm not trying to boast.
I fight a demon everyday,
An evil only I can see.
I pray for god to keep her at bay,
Sometimes it works,
But I'm afraid mostly she's in my soul to stay.
Holding my hand,
She's always by my side,
My best friend,
My worst enemy,
But always down for the ride.
I  HATE,
That I LOVE ,
THAT *****!!!

Rachel Scott