I need a drink
Just one
It won't hurt
It takes everything in me to hold back
I thought i had control
Apparently not
My throat thirst for it
My stomach aches for the sick feeling
Need sleep
Lipuor is the perfect sleep aid
I stand still
And.....
The world is visible
Revealing its ugly side
Did I really relasp
For short term plesure?
I'm guilty
PTSD kicks in
There's no stopping the episodes
Nightmares creep in
Terrified to sleep
Those demons keep pushing the wall
Encouraging me to continue.