i don’t want to **** my self,
i just want to fall asleep & not wake up.

i don’t want it to be painful,
i don’t want to cut my wrists.

i just want silence.
i want the crazy to shut the **** up.

my head is insane,
i am filled with space.

i’m paralyzed,
i’m numb.

when did i become so empty?

i don’t want to **** myself,
but i don’t want to be alive.