turn off my life support, let me drown into your painted world
a cold and lonely place, covered in snow — that ruins that exist only for you

i came here for the only reason — to die searching for you
through the mountains, ruined towers, ******* ravens clutching their claws
my every torch will burn out — i don't give a **** — surrender myself to your welcoming darkness
a hopeless devotion that digs my grave
i know, i won't find you
but i will endlessly go
just to touch your hand again
to drown in your hair
to absorb the night sky, surrounding us, covering only us
i torture myself with those memories
i split open my wounds just to keep myself going
but the question comes up
what's the ******* point?
this love was an abomination, that had no place in the world
lock it into chains and drown in the sea

i should probably go down the deepest well i can find
lie down and close my eyes