Knock the chalk off the block Shock and gawk while you mock and walk Seven venoms become the weapon Seldom welcome and only become benumb Done being shunned with none that I won Repugn with a gun as it’s fun to run No pain is worth the gain and left in disdain Beneath this rain my bane is an arcane Can no longer heal and conceal my weal Seal the deal and kneel as I try to congeal what I feel It isn’t a phase, I’m not okay, all is in a haze My life is a maze in crazed and ablazed ways Inner battle to grapple my rattled shackle Fragile little candle that is my mental struggle Wrong for wanting to belong all along Only to prolong the final encore in the swan song Find my mind in decline as a clear sign Can’t unwind the intertwined lines for I am blind I’m just putting on a lid and not be a sick ***** Forbid that I throw a fit and just get rid of it Can’t blast and just be steadfast No longer can I lambaste, just stood aghast in my past My scream is a plea for somebody to save me I want to be carefree and glee instead of pleading to flea Pry into my eye and see my inside has died I rely on you to nullify my terrified outcry My unjustifiable words are liable and capable of all things horrible The indescribable unstable fable that is my life being left undesirable Feelings are soul-destroying and mind-boggling yet thought provoking While stupefying and mesmerizing in an exhilarating fling Read this as I bleed in trying to accede my creed No deed can plant the seed for my greed to succeed Nothing new to my few askew words to you As I withdrew to revalue the view that I have misconstrued