I don’t want to feel anymore. This pain has wrapped itself around my heart. Its roots expanding through my whole body. Spreading up my spine and into my brain. Taking over my senses. Polluting my thoughts. My body aches, my heart breaks, and my mind thinks. Too much does my mind think. It thinks and thinks until all I can think to do is to rip myself apart. To expose my veins, the roots that lead to my pain. To my heart that still manages to beat. To my brain that is the cause of it all. For if I didn’t think, I wouldn’t feel at all.