My sanity went through a massacre I always put people first I'm indeed independent and critical against myself Get me off pills please Daddy told me I'm alright I'm a end up again lonely tonight No more spooning snuggles to cure the insecurities Wish there was a easier side of me Did you know I'm a ****** mess? I'm literally a regret slash threat You wanna try me let's make a bet But look I'm fine. Give me something duel to be more forceful Time to met these tears shine I'm losing myself and the past I left behind Half tempted to become a ****** ghost ***** been hurting especially when i need the help the most Just can't get the picture to let go I'm feeling numb and cold Goodbye now