It's been a while
Since I've spent so much time with the night
It's dark arms
Wrapped around me
It's awful jaws
Whispering the past

So many burdens
I've been
To so many people
I used to feel sad
I miss it
Now I only feel guilt

They want me to feel numb
Shove divalproec down my throat and
Wash it down with cipralex
They're calling it a disease
But I feel like I already am one