I've got a few things on my mind
Been a repeating cycle this whole time
I've got a lost interest with hope
Somedays I can't deal so I pack a lip with cope
I'm smoking marbs again
Hundreds full flavor
Anxious again but this time I'm filled with anger
One night I'm fine
Tonight I want some wine
Wish somethings would of stayed mine
I'm clueless and can't help to judge myself
I'm forgetting to take care of my health
Where you at Nel?
Hey yo, leave me alone
You are failing Nel!
Nah homie I'm out fighting the past.
Guarantee you'll lose but I can last
Don't talk **** Nel!
Bro you don't know me
You only know my history
Thats cool history lessons only get you so far
But Nel I understand who you are
You've ****** **** up
Where's your love?
Man *******
I'm a mess but some how I'll magically pull through
Hey Nel I dare you to isolate
Take another pill and let your mental health deteriorate