are you having the time of your life?
i hope you are, somehow.
did i make the wrong move?
can't seem to stop running in circles in my head.

i can look back into the past,
but the future is foggy
no one knows.
took the chance, i did.

i leaped...

...into a great pothole of ****.
you'd have to **** me before i admit
i landed myself in this *****.