All you were was a distraction
And an illusion
So I didn't have to face, that I had lost
And he had won

I hate him
But hate myself, more
For not being good enough
For not walking out the door

And I used you, yes
I do apologise
For hurting you like I got hurt
I'm just like him, I realize.

I am just as much
A hypocrite
As a liar and a user
And him, I shouldn't critise

Because I did to you
What he did to me
Do not let me suffocate you
There's the door; leave.