I stand here 23 chromosomes of a woman because my father isn't man enough to stay by the egg. I’m built of 205 bones all covered in sorrow because to me I wasn’t good enough for you, but my mother says it takes a real man to be a father and you, you’re not a man. You’re a coward that I have accepted into my life too many times that now you’re nothing but a ***** donor. I was your baby girl your flesh and blood till you threw that away for some stupid ***. I rock your absence from the day you said I wasn’t yours . Now I see you more like a back stabber. You said you loved me, but why would you put your hands on someone you said you loved. I’m scared with the cuts you put on me and memories that I have nightmares from. You were supposed to be my hero, my only man in my life, my first true love, but instead you’re nothing to me, I hate you, I hate your name I hate that I’m related to you. You’re an embarrassment, a disgrace! You can never get me back to being your baby girl I hate you I hope you rot in jail and thanks to your stupid selfish ways I have a new man in my life. He loves me unconditionally. He’s the man you couldn’t be. He’s the one that held my hand through anything and helped me ride my first bike without the training wheels. All the precious moments and memories that you missed, he made up for. For that I call him dad. He’s more a man than you could ever be. I thank you for not being in my life, Dad. You have me a chance to know what having a real man and dad feels like. He replaced you faster than you could say I’m sorry.