i never realised how much i loved her.

i knew i did but i never knew how much i did.

sobbing in the bathroom.

there i go

losing another one.


one that i thought would stay.


she wasn’t ready
maybe she was uncomfortable.
no she doesn’t know right now it’s fine.


excuses and excuses.

i’m giving myself excuses.


over a silly dumb girl.


who just left me.


heartbroken.