I’ve submerged myself into something of an abyss. Most will say they’ve dug themselves a hole they cannot get out of, but that is not the case for me. A hole indicates that there is a bottom to reach and a way to move upward from there. What I am part of does not reveal a way up, Or a way down. I am surrounded by a nothingness that is endless in all directions. Unsure of where to go, I do not move forward or backwards I simply stay where I am and learn to live with nothing.