Hey Nel you've done and ******* up **** now. Just stay distant before you wreck another soul. Just hide behind another drink that should be your new goal. You've been a mess and now you're making **** awkward and uncomfortable. Stay distant and maybe you'll be successful. Work on your communication when you're under stress and pressure. Might as well nod your head when you get the same lecture. Don't nobody give a **** about your intentions. You still ******* something up sorry but but that's something that had to be mentioned. You're emotions are sporadically working a part as if they're scheduled to a job. Man up and knock the axiety off. You're fine especially when you're distant. No one will really be there for you in a instant. **** the past **** the now. (Nels response) Nah man I'm a admit... I have done some bad ****. But I'm not about to quit. Just don't know how to comprehend it. I'm a cry and let go for a bit. You've broken my confidence and I'm exhausted. At this point my tears are dry But then I've managed to shred a few out of a eye Heres to me being a mess How come I'm so depressed. Give me some distractions But I'm a drink till theres no more actions I'm low key alone I'm a ghost especially on my phone