Okay let's say have a dream where everything fell apart.
Fresh bew start.
What a hell of a rough patch.
Tears flooding my eyes hoping I seek out a smile because I need that back.
Hush now nobody wanna here me crying and sobbing.
I'm pretend its okay because my glasses are foggin.
I wish times were different but now llok at me now.
Isolating in a new house.
Time may heal me but that dont stop the past.
Forever is a myth guess nothings ever supposed to last.
I've lied, made myself isolate because I've made love die.
What's wrong with me?
Why am I crazy?
Don't nobody want me!
I'm a wreck and filled with stupidity.
Hush now it's time toblet the rest of the feelings to deteriorate.
**** I'm drink and let myself go because nobody can really relate.
I must fall and try to get back up. My thoughts scream they wont **** up.
I'm so depressed and anxious.
I can't be okay.
I'm not okay.
**** i miss cloquet.
What's a home.
Feel lost and alone.
Last night I danced but ibwas cryin.
I'm fine... ok im now im lyin
I did this to myself.
Why should I beg for some help.
I deserve to be here.
Lost in agony and fear.
I guess this darkside of me is my new home.
Thanks depression with you I'm actually not alone.