“I love a girl who wants to **** herself.” I'm sorry that you love her She doesn't want to be this way She fights her demons every day I wish I could tell you she’d never end her life But I don't know that for certain I'm sorry she makes you cry Makes you think the absolute worst because it could happen Because her mind taunts her with the release of darkness I'm sorry that you think her smiles are fake Some days they are She just wants to put you at ease She doesn't want you to worry so much She can see that the worry is causing you pain She doesn't want to hurt you But she seems to hurt you just by existing I'm sorry you love a suicidal girl