We don’t always get what we want. I sit here people watching, and I observe what could’ve been. However, that doesn’t mean this way is any worse. I bought some interesting books and spent my day engulfing myself in the pleasures I used to enjoy. Take me back to a place I knew before. It feels relaxing and euphoric to give myself peace. To feel loved with the views and space I occupy. I am living. And it isn’t with you. That feels like the best part.