I at times had more than enough in this here life. While at other times had just barely enough to get by. I know what it is like to believe the lies of evil one. While other times I had enough faith to defeat giants. I remember how much I had struggle with cigarettes. Or even before that how I struggle with gambling. But when I went back to church 16 years ago. God took drinking and gambling away from me. God has rescue me throughout my whole life too. Far more than I had ever did deserve him to do. The anger that I had at him was wrong for me to feel. For believing the lie that he didnt love me years ago. I know that it was the way to keep me from returning. But six-teen years ago I went back to him my Lord God.