I'm nonplussed by the ease in which you divide your heart, subtract any decency, and carry yourself with less than the whole person you could be if you didn't equate a lack of intimacy with someone else's borrowed time. You degrade yourself, making multiple errors instead of getting to the root of the problem. You don't understand my quizzical stare? Let me sum it for you. You're on a slippery *****, unable to function. Nothing you do adds up.