tryna hone my inner power
living in retrospect
gets really sour
with every passing hour
facing a tower of emotions
im just tryna find the
antidote
to tear it down
falling like i’ve lost
my hope
they’ll crumble
i hope i drown in them

i feel like i’ve felt
my final peak
and now this valley’s
never-ending
spending my own
mental equity
for trying to feel feelings
of wanting to exist,
as a living being

until my time comes
i’ll drill it into my mind
that i can push behind my
woes and
unfortunate circumstances
and, by no
happenstance
i can have a chance at
breathing easy

n.a.