This is to the boy I love ,
I know I **** and that's why , nothing ever works .
I don't have a ******* love life ,
but that doesn't mean , I don't wanna be loved .

You're someone special for me ,
but for you ,
do I even exist ?
Hell no ! Because I'm not attractive .

But I'm a fool for you ,
I come to school ,
just to see you .
I try to find reasons to be around you ,
I know you never notice me ,
but I notice every single thing about you .

Making an eye contact with you ,
is so dangerous !
But do I love it ?
Of course I do !
Because when it comes to you ,
I forget about everything else and ,
fall even more for you .

But you know what's stupid ? about all this ?
You're not here to catch me but I'm still falling a little more in love with you , every single second .
And maybe ,
I'll fall apart because of this , pretty soon .

I wish I could control my feelings or ,
just have the courage to tell you .
But just because I'm not good at expressing ,
all I'm gonna do is ,
sit here , thinking about you , and expect you to look at me ,
the way I do .

But deep down , I know that ,
it's not gonna happen .
So , I'm writing about you ,
because my love for you , is true !