Because of the departure of one person, I have decided to isolate myself I am not alone Yet I have decided to be Why It feels better To be alone And dwell on things that should have no meaning To lurk near the presence of one I am better off forgetting I could seek the council of those I hold dear for support But I am afraid I have troubled them too often with dilemmas like this And truly It is no dilemma But merely me gripping onto what I have lost for the second time