Everyone figured out a new way to reach out. They see the ******* when people fill themselves with doubt. I'm fine. That'll always be a lie, Truth is I'm dying inside. I'm a bit critical when I read my own writing. Coming up with new words and metaphors is exhausting so with myself I'm constantly fighting. I'm fine, i swear I am. I'm a deal woth **** in the shadows so I learn how to understand. I'm afraid to reach out to a hand. When I reached the light I find myself in the dark. I've never gone far. Home is my darkside. To dark to hide. I've been hiding away because I feel the need to isolate. Guess it's about time to break. Felt a little suicidal. But I'm not going to let the dark control me because I've got a idol. So i guess what I'm saying is that someday I'll be fine.