My futon mattress is still on the floor, folded once over with a crumpled blanket on top. I’d laid it out for us to fall into and fumble over each other, drunk and half-naked.
We laughed and breathed deeply, you on top of me, me on top of you. We bumped our heads and joked that only we could make *** a comedy.
Led Zeppelin came through the speakers as we tumbled into each other the next morning. Your eyes met mine as I watched you move, we joked we've probably seen too many ******.
I haven’t planned to put away the mattress or even fold the plush, brown blanket. I'd like it to seem as if you’re still here and that we didn't just **** for nothing.
I don't usually write with curse words, but I felt like it works here to express emotional detachment. What do you think?