Many of dreams I have let die Many of tears I have cried Many of fears Kept me from trying And my own lips Have been lying I’ve let myself down But I am trying I need to get well I feel like I am dying And I am afraid But I keep on trying To find my way Because I am good and evil But I am good enough To be a better person instead letting my life and those who I love lives worsen I have to give up On my ways that hold me back My falls from grace in which I feel discipline is what I lack It will be uncomfortable But it simply must be Because change is what I seek And desperation is for the meek It takes determination To ascend to the peak