Am I as alone as the moon? I guess I don’t make the seas sail smoothly so there might be more room for the gloom to consume. Why do I even try? It’s clear that I should just drown in the tides. So why is life such a never ending battle. Me against the masses. And I know to no one I’ll never matter. So why is my being so scattered? Maybe then I’d be more whole. But it would only be a matter of time until death took its toll. So what’s with the people who pretend to care? I don’t need anything fake, it just clouds the air. Meaningless encounters might be my fate. I guess I’ll just never escape all of my naive mistakes.