i think i understand why i look in the mirror so often. not to check my appearance well no, that's a lie but i think the less superficial part of looking in the mirror begins with people looking for someone different. when i look in the mirror i think im looking for someone different and those who avoid the mirror, their reflection, might be afraid of what they'll see if they gaze long enough i look in the mirror in hopes to find myself, because as of right now i have no idea of who i am