I stood outside a neon fortress, Light beaming in all directions. The pallid edges pushing out, Then receding, as if the light Was a pulsating heart beat. You could sense the energy's Eb, as if it tires, then with a smile Runs full force into the night. A brash and brave endeavor. A childlike sense of play In its insistent **** with the night. There was a false sense of warmth Parading in sheep's skin Like the clever and daring fox amongst the fold. Still the wash of warm was overcoming And let the mouth ease into a resting smile. Now with the tension leaving, My face still feels almost plastic Slowly melting to a calm demeanor. I have to wonder if I had been standing agape, A resting ***** face glared at all who met my eyes. They instanly regret sending strangers smiles. I notice how the sounds of the city Are a blare so bold They fade to a quiet white noise Like the sound of electricity Flowing through a silenced TV, The lulling hum soon ignored. The only difference being That the hymn the city sings, Unlike the hum of the TV, is so loud That when the mind settles in And begins to ignore it's finer edges, You would ignore the screams of your mother, The cry of a baby brother, Or any child. In fact my ears tune for just a moment To the cry of a lost child. A woman in a velvet purple overcoat With a mother's face and soft voice speaks, "Oh dear, have we gotten lost?" The words make me feel like we're in this together And a little less alone. The scene slowly recedes into the black, Thick, Tendrils Of the unnoticed And forgotten. It reminds me, This why the city is a calloused place And an act of kindness goes so far.