I can't take this anymore. Wish I've got the right help. I'm stuck with the thought of you being in love with someone else. I'm losing it all. To soon but I guess that's what happens when I wasn't allowed to help make a call. Someone help me I'm hurt and I can't get these tears to dry. I'm living in my dreams and I'm afraid to wake up. She's out there with him, I'm alone in bed listening to songs. When did my messed up life begin to feel more wrong. I guess nobody really ****** love me. They've always been pretty ****** quick to have me replaced. I'm just temporary. Wheres the drinks I plan on drinking my appetite and I plan on smoking to get some rest. Guess who lost his best.