Can I illustrate beauty without the help of my eyes? Will I be able to see the sunlight the clouds floating above the marvel of the skies?
Having tried it and succeeded I was absorbed with fascination. The blind described as unfortunates yet now I can enjoy the mystery of touch become suspended with satisfaction.
I can touch anything with my eyes folded from animals and other objects. yet the human bodies are far better they’re so warm and so soft can’t be compared with other subjects.
Feeling bodies so atmospheric and tense especially the sensation of a woman’s skin. The touch of women’s flesh befitted my addiction their faces, hips, thighs and legs fondling them like playing the violin.
Touching flesh became my fixation spending most time contemplating the feeling. Night and days eyes shut in darkness caressing bodies in my over imaginative mind satisfactory, but not so accommodating.
Pictures, portraits and views for the eye soft sounds, loud sounds for the ear and the mind. I have touched pots and pans, table and chairs establishing for good the power of feeling the forbidden touch prudently refined.
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I didn’t notice anything not around me I felt my whole behaviour very strange. I was crouched at the foot of her body what happened next was totally unexpected it seemed my body was about to interchange.
My body was becoming entangled with hers it felt like my hands and hers were divine. Every time I touched her face I felt it on mine same with messaging her thighs, stroking her legs so frightened it sent shivers down my spine.