Peeling down the walls, climbing our way into the sewer Plastic manure, a harvest of good intentions unspooled Eyes glassy, mouth drool, haldol pools in black cavity tooth Ruthless at root, pulled up like catclaw in Skull Valley Another faulty thought process, burnt, drifting through days Looking back on the ways I dirtied my soul, soil in flower pots The river is running high, it will be dark soon I wonder in which room of what ward I'll die in Medication vacation, turn it all off, lights out Something in your hand, cold and turning, screaming silently Something in the way the birds are flying, falling Flip open another pack of careless filters Exhale another hour Time passes like rain showers on mountain peaks Crashing through the Aspen Chasing cutthroat trout