you are the madonna among us, the shining ray of light that stabs us in the chest and rips our hearts out only to make them better, less crusted in the black mess that's always being left behind when our beating vessels are smashed to bits, you hold our very fiber of self in your tiny hands and throw us up into the universe until we've gained enough perspective to float back to earth and live as the humans we were meant to be upon birth
what i mean to say, is that i don't know you, but i love you, because you give me more than the people that leak words into my skull day after day, i find myself inside of what you create and then i throw up on the page, or snap my shutter, or doodle a dream from deep within the impulses that barge around bumping into my eyelids within the darkest depths
tonight, i will rip resin and spin off into a place where nothing can touch me, i will stare at the universe upon my ceiling and imagine the dazed look upon your face as you do the same, tonight, i will not lose myself inside of the thoughts that may or may not belong to someone else, instead, tonight, you and i, will set me free