Sitting on the edge of the bed Time moving forward and back I wish I had an off switch Watching the door move by itself Watching the mirror look around for help All I know is the clock on the wall moves too slow Am I still sitting No Choking on my saliva Laying on a pile of coats And my best friends are the objects in the room The only ones going through this too The only ones who really understand how hard I'm trying to get my brain back in my head