I say I'm fine , but I'm going insane . I say I feel good , but I'm in pain . I say it's nothing , but it's really a lot . I say I'm okay , but I'm **** not . I want help , but don't ask me how I actually feel . I'm hurt and this wound can't be healed . I don't know what's wrong ! But I know that , these thoughts are very deep ! No one feels this way , and if I do , my feelings aren't valid . Tell me what can I do if I feel so stupid ?