The fact that I can't
Make a decision is a
Decision right there.

I am in limbo
Between two lovely, loving
Beautiful men.

I am completely
Unsure of what my next step
Will guide my heart to.

I am completely
Afraid of taking any
Unsteady steps now,

I am completely
In love with two different people for
Different reasons;

I cannot decide,
I cannot make up my mind too.
I can't continue.

I can't have them both.
I'm in a pit of quicksand
And it's drowning me.

I can't do this to
Two men who deserve better,
Someone decisive.

Neither realize where
I am currently, only
I know where I stand.

I am in between,
Looking left to one, right to
The other and I know

That I have made a
Decision just by looking
At them, here and there.

I am shaking my
Head. I am saying no to
Two astounding men.

I am only a
Young, indecisive, confused
Girl that rips hearts up.

I am losing two
Men that will, in time, come to
Understand this all.

I pick neither for
I love both too much, too much
To be with one man.

I'll break three hearts in
A matter of 3 seconds,
We three have all lost.

I lost the most here
Because I lost sight of how
To love a man well.

I loved the most here
Because I loved two, enough
To let them be free

From me and my issue;
I don't deserve them and
That's easy to see.