Matter cannot be created or destroyed/

How much you matter to me cannot be destroyed,
and for me to matter cannot be created.
I dont matter to you,
so dont pretend that i do.

It is ridiculous to expect anything in return for relentlessly being there when someone has no one else to help them to become whole again.
I did it purely out of love.
Still, i lie here hollowed out by expectations,
alone,
reaching for company that has long forgotten.