I am not the best with words But I do the best that I can I'm quiet, demure, and discreet I wish I could speak whats on my mind But there's a disconnect from my mouth and brain I want to do what's great, and right But in fear I tend to refrain For my friends I would do so much But what would they do for me? I have fallen for someone just once When they never thought of me I'm selective and careful with all that I say Taking care that my grammar's precise But I'm so sick and tired of faking 'perfection' I'm intelligent and I always question I know so much, yet my mouth stays shut I sing to myself, but in public I'm mute I can make people smile with the words that I write That's whats important, what matters to me As I lay on my side every night Thinking of what I could have said Who I could have been And what I know I am