I am grateful.
Because the first time I had sex
There was consent
There was consent to explore my body
And expand my walls, slowly
Very sweaty
It was nothing like the movies
But the amount of comfort moved me
I pray no one ever rapes me
Rape has tried to sniff me
I can feel my trembles at those memories
I pray that rape victims are healing
That maybe they can experience sex freely
And not like a prisoner in their own body.