When will this pain ****** end. She doesn't even want to be my friend.  She's already getting happier so I guess i can't really complain. My thoughts of this is hurting and driving me insane. I guess I have to try harder though I'm not really sleepin or eating. Rough patch I'm grieving. She doesn't love me anymore, she's already found a safety place. I'm here scrollin through pics of her with tears rushing down my face. Let me suffer alone, I am afraid to touch my phone. All I can do is rewatch the past. So much for life after life because she moved fast.