I want to go strong, hard, and fast
Be brutal and crass
Rampage through the town
******* and leather bound
Walk between the shadows
Get pummeled by closed fists and elbows
Deep purple and black skies
Like the rings around my eyes
Be mysterious and feared
Shaved chest just to be weird
Go against the grain
Of all the smiling faces that I so disdain
Gothic and dark
Naked and stark
As the cold red blood trickles down
Down and down
Seeping into the absorbent earth
Drenched in stink, and sweat, and tears
Overcompensating for all these years
The grit in my teeth
A snicker and sneer
Under my cold breath
Let me wallow in my misery
It’s right where I want to be
Numb, comfortably uncomfortable