Rapped up in the relation of imagined fears upon waking creating  make shift ways to save it... from invasion of an asian race. Ideas made while confused and infused With puberty trans sexuality taste based cravings for an asian male to break my matrix....
I grew up so mis informed
Ignoring signs along the way n
Contemplating suicide on daily basis.
Waking up to hate my life
I couldn't take it.....
Impressing people with a passion
I know the memories are stained with
Dis proportioned glory.
To the ratio of blame that came with...
Living in a role.
Only acting out of self protection.
Steps in tune with mortal venom
So they wouldn't leave me
As a tomb that knew no exit....