I dont want to talk to you I like the you in my head That makes me a bad person You in reality are not the person I want you to be I shouldnt have expectations I should be content with you as you are But I dont want to talk to you Neither one of us have the energy to hold a conversation with the other Perhaps if we just sat in silence it would be okay But I dont want to talk to you I barely have the strength to talk to me
Its called romanticizing people and it's bad for your brain. I would like to stop existing.