She looks like a vision Wispy blond hair Kohl lined eyes Red stained lips Signature beauty mark right above the lip She is still There is no friendly chatter this morning No baked goods Silly jokes She is still She has a smile on But something feels off I know my job is to take pictures But I can sense unease She blows something invisible out of the way Strikes one pose after the other A smile here a tiny laugh there Graceful in a black off the shoulder gown Bare back Fingers gripping material She smiles at me But all I can see is sadness A woman suffering from indescribable anguish She is too proud to talk about her worries But I can see that she is breaking through the lens