I've been dead so long my bones creak. I want to taste life but outside I don't speak. I move with critical thinking and never live beyond the dare, too much thinking leaves my heart shaking and full of fear. The living is fearless and explores the world, I rapidly hold back on life I'm in need of a hurl. Others claim the moments and taste the uncanny events boldly. I fumble like a scarecrow with my heart in my hand coldly .